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nao saio daqui hoje lol

sábado, 2 de maio de 2009

nao consigo imaginar como um ser humano consegue ser tao frio,tao falso, tao cinico...
como podes ser tao sem coracao...
nao consigo acreditar que tudo era falso, era imaginacao minha, nao podes ter sido tao sujo como
sei que nao o foste
entao por que permaneces calado, por que nao das sinal, por que nao reages ao que digo,
por que nao defendes o teu ponto de vista.
prova-me que quem cala consente eh so uma frase dita....
diz algo...reage...mostra o que es... nao te escondas mais...

once and again

life is something kind of crazy ya get what im saying,right?!

ha momentos que temos tanta certeza do que somos, do que queremos, como se nada que nos acontecesse mudasse a nossa forma de pensar. nem sempre eh o que acontece.

ha momentos em que me achei tao corajosa,tao determinada naquilo que queria, e que fazia, ja me achei tao independente,talvez porque nunca era de me apegar as pessoas como sou agora, e doi tanto quando nos apegamos a alguem e essa pessoa desaparece da nossa vida por forcas maiores...

eu sempre me achei tao segura de mim, tao certa do meu conhecimento entao por que me acho agora tao fraca, tao fragil, tao sem chao,tao dependente...

gostaia que esse sentimento desaparecesse pra voltar a me encontrar porque sei que me perdi, perdi-me nas incertezas da vida...na estrada do sofrimento e nao sei como voltar, pois o mapa que tao bem guardava apagou o caminho volta, e agora so restaram as pegadas de cada passo errado que dei,a procura do desconhecido brevemente encontrado, e agora nada sei...e nada sou...

quarta-feira, 24 de dezembro de 2008

Dream


hi,one thing that u have to know about me is my name:aurea dias. the other things u'll figure out later.

today i had a drean,i dreamed with someone who means alot to me. and want to tell this dream cause it was so pure and simple and i never dreamed this way.

the first thing i remember about it, is that we were in a car,i guess it was silver( i suppose it was his car),we were driving at a long street int the middle of a desert and we were talking and laughing,he was telling me that he was so tired with the trip, and that his mum didn't let him sleep at the plane,she was non-stop talking,then he said he had to go to airport once again to pick up his family cause he wasn't coming back to his country again cause everbody decided to come back to here,and they were going to spend the holidays in here, then wile we were driving at street suddenly we saw 2 friends of mine they were dressed up like arabians women or something like that, after that we arrived at a market that was near from a building, then suddenly i was in the building with this 2 friends and we were going to a ex-house, and when i saw him i was like :no way!!!, i said i didn't want to stay there and he was like: what???(as always..)

and i said i was going to the boys'house, then he appeared and told me that we were going to a friend's house, and i was like: do u know him to??, and we were walking together(he was hugging me with his hands around my hips,) then he oppened the door and the alarm rang hehehehe finish!

u may think that this dream is kind a crazy but no, it was just sweet, cause i never dreamed about him this way,and its good when we dream like this,cause this is something that i really wanted(be so close to him), he is a different person, very difficult to find, and more difficult to make bonds with him. i hope that this dream become true.i'll give my best to make it became true.